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from 세상사는 이야기 2006/10/21 14:07

소용돌이. 리움에서


오랜만에 블로그에 포스팅해보는 것 같다.
바로 다음주 월요일이 시험이지만 OTL 컴퓨터를 켜자마자 웬지 블로그에 글을
써야할 것 같은 생각이 들었다.

불과 1년전만 해도, 나는 대단히 사유를 많이 하였다.
수능공부를 하면서 혼자 있는 시간이 많아서일까, 아무튼 분야를 한정하지 않고
많은 것을 생각하고 나름의 판단을 내리려고 애썼다. 아마 그 당시에 블로그를
개설했더라면 많은 글을 써내려 갈 수 있었을텐데 하는 생각이 든다.

요즘의 나는 그다지 사유를 많이 하지 않는다.
바쁜 생활에 지쳐서이기도 하고, 또 사유를 많이 할수록 우울해져 나를 스스로
옮아매어 갈 때의 기분이 그리 유쾌하지 않아서인 것 같다.
그래서인지 블로깅을 하는 것이 때로는 두렵기까지 하다.
현재의 나를 어떻게 표현할 수 있을까, 혹시나 나의 글을 읽고 타인이 나에 대해
실망을 하거나 얕잡아 보지는 않을까.

그런데 최근들어 그녀(-_-부끄)를 만난 이후로는 생각이 조금씩 많아지고 있다.
나도 그 사람도 몹시 힘들게 자신을 정신적으로 고문했던 기억이 있기에,
서로를 이해하면서 그 기억을 회상해보기도 하고 다시 그 생각을 더 발전시켜 보기도 한다.

그래서 난 지금 아주 기분이 좋다.
조금씩 잊어가던 나를 발견하고 있잖은가.
꿈에서 깨어나 조금씩 현실을 알아가는 기분인 듯도 하다.

시험이 끝나면 더욱 많은 독서를 하고 좋은 시간을 많이 가져야지 :)
2006/10/21 14:07 2006/10/21 14:07
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